“There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid - Frederick W. Cropp”
This quote holds so true. For this journey has been filled with doubt, fear, hope and much faith, the faith allows us to have peace in the roads ahead that are unforeseen.
Earlier this week, I updated about Mike and the admission to MDA due to depression and disease progression, he stopped eating and drinking and became de-hydrated, malnourished and starting missing doctor’s appointments. Since he has been there, they have started the treatment of the spinal fluid on Thursday and put him on a steroid. His mentality as of yesterday had significantly changed from the Tuesday the day he was admitted, but he still remains confused at times and yet spot on at others. While here, they went ahead and performed a PT Scan to evaluate the thoracic area where the lung cancer originated…for the results surely were not what we wanted.
From the latest Scan they are able to see that the disease has progressed and spread. It is currently in the lymphatic system in both lungs, his liver and spleen…it has not reached the pancreas, kidneys or stomach. From the full body scan they are able to see that the leptomenginal disease has progressed which is causing most of the symptoms that Mike is experiencing with confusion, etc. Per the doctors, they want to continue to treat the spinal fluid, for it has not been long enough to really see whether it will benefit or not…his next treatment will be on Monday. As for the Thoracic team, they will consult on Monday to discuss the best possible treatment for Mike to actively attack the cancer. The doctor ensured me not to give up hope, for they are not by any means instructing us to take other measures such as Hospice. Moving forward we must take this day to day as we have been, enjoy the good days, pray for even better, but have peace in knowing and trusting that GOD’s Will and HIS plan will ultimately be the way.
In closing, please as you have already, continue to lift Mike up – Pray for peace and no pain and as I continue to pray for healing, I simply pray to keep my faith strong and focused on loving my husband as I do and staying strong for him every single day. We appreciate all of you who call, message and just simply love us and provide such comfort in each and every relationship. We love you dearly. As I sit here with tears in my eyes, know that I have much hope in my heart.
I will continue to keep you all posted moving forward as to treatment and such and Mike’s health. Much love to you all and thank you for being amazing family, friends and above all PRAYER WARRIORS!
2 comments:
Remember to take some time for yourself . . . whether to cry, pray, scream, nap, walk . . . whatever you need at the time. Caregivers need to take care of themselves, too. :) Even though we have never met and probably won't, I keep you both near and dear in my heart and prayers. Peace be with you.
Know that he will for ever be great full to have had you in his life. I never got to know Mike but read all that was posted on FB from the fishing trips to a nice night at
home.You have been strong to this day and I know you will be strong
every day from this day on. This made you stronger with Gods help,friends and family
God Bless you
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