“Humility = humbleness”
WOW! What a fucking month!!
I have always been humble…showed gratitude to all who partook in my life…before Mike, During Mike and After…at the ripe ole’ age of 35 had I never expected my adolescent stupid mistakes carry on into my now…welcome to Humility 101.
Ya’ll
all know me…whether I see you in person often, text every hour, or via-Facebook
(for this is the new norm – and I do not mind…we are all busy) and to allow
minutes, hours out of our day to connect vi-internet to see children grow,
families develop, and all other intimate details we share…here is mine.
I
strive to be SOOOOO positive at all times, for I do not feel like it is your
duty to take on any negative in my life – I like to use FB for Happiness,
Kartwheels and rainbows ;) but in reality…I have daily struggles. Had a great upbringing, took some uncharted paths
and ultimately ended up marrying the love of my life…he was my true wave on
wave. During this Euphoria, I ignored and blocked out all the mishaps of
my early 20’s…DWI, minor traffic violations that I most likely got the notice
and discredited and tossed into the “bill” pile and never looked back…oh my 20’s
---- they seemed so simple and something to never look back at…
As
Ya’ll know – I have dreamed of a JEEP
since I was in high school…being raised on dirt roads during my Summers and
knowing this vehicle line flowed through my blood…the chance recently came
about to have my very own…little did I know 2001-2007 would hop my happiness
train and welcome themselves aboard and remind me of what I never took care of
and faced. It has been heck ya’ll…applying
for a simple loan to only realize you have NO credit then on top to realize
your past quickly catches up with you in a heartbeat and 3K later…you are back
to “normal”…(whatever that is)
I
suppose my entry is to remind us all…we can run from our past…we can duck and
hide and actually walk for a while…but it will catch up.
In
closing…Be honest with your surroundings, be honest with your loved ones and
FOREMOST, be honest with yourself ---- so worth it in the end.
As
of today…I am a proud Owner of a JEEP ---- Ironically my payments start
10/11/14 --- Mike’s Birthday…Still think he remains to poke himself in my life
--- I always welcome…
XO
LC
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